As-if a frend...

"The first day U said "hi"
I dint bother to reply,
I thought no matter how much we try
Our frendship wud never ply;
Wrong I was and glad I am
Through destiny that we met surprised I am,
Frend, I need u to be always true
A lot I care for u and will always do"

so there back to blogging again , cudn't have missed this one person who I've known since some months and like i always tell him, "How well do I know u??", no maybe I do , maybe I don't, just wanna say no matter how u r , i like the way u r with me..very true, netime i think of u this is the only word that i can think of now (yes i know before this the word was decent, that's why i say "now"..dont ask me what's coming up next ok??) , somebody whom i trust so much , since i know u won't be reading this i think i can say, or infact i wanna confess that i have not always thought very well of u initially and i somehow dint always think u were the person to be relied on..i always wanted to maintain a distance from u , thought wud make all efforts to make sure don't get close to u..but no i wud have been away from "the little priviledges in life" had i done so..
yes i forgot raksha bandhan but ok i still remember how much u cribbed abt it and infact still do..yeah right, u are the brother i have always wished for..u don't act that ways though ne time, u think u are very matured, yes i hate to accept it - u r sensible but i still like the times when u behave like a kid..still can't forget how much u kept on yelling at me to give tips on impressing a girl, idiot..u don't need tips, u r a charmer, yes i think u had used it for me once when u spoke about me to some frend, right? but lemme tell u, it also applies to u..one of the most handsome guys i have ever seen, somebody whom i like lots..getting so used to u now , fighting with u everyday, our arguments on that one topic (yes disgusting that's what i feel abt that topic..) , my cribbing about u not giving me time..honestly speaking don't wanna tie u to my expectations coz i know u do every effort to fulfil expectations of many others , so somwhow wanna let u free and do things u wanna do..there are many people who care for u, dunno if i make a difference to u, i know u will get offended at me for saying this but want u to say that more often...love u lots.............

"A lot in u I have to confide
Dunno if it will change the flow of the tide,
Knowing u, U'll still hold tight
But make sure U teach me the right;
Fate of life U can never say
Dunno if tomorrow will be gay,
Wish u a life full of happiness and gay
Prayers for u I will always say"