Work- 8.5/5

"I come here and a lot I see
Different people they all be,
Don't know if I have it in me
Success is all I wanna see;
Work is all I thought it would be
Never thought there wud be frendz here for me,
Help and knowledge they give a lot to me
People around is what unites it to me"

I have always maintained this and I still do-this organization has some of the best people I have met in my lifespan of these years (stupid if u think u wud get me to disclose my age..) I used to hate the place when I first came here, what?? an outbound?? why did they have to organize this-jobless people..I can never mingle with people I have met for hardly 2-3 days, forget about having to spend entire 3 days with them..glad I got somebody who feels the same way as I do, so we both stayed away..(only now I realize how snobbish we must have appeared then to the rest and dont think will ever be able to forget it coz my dear frend wud lose no opprotunity to remind me of it..)even God cudn't bear our attitude ne more I guess, so our 3-days outbpund was cut short to 1 and a half day..i m thrilled and so is she.. ma n papa had to leave that very day, was i sad? yes i was inspite of been in the hostel for 4 years i guess i still miss them always..and i can never see tears in ma's eyes, they always bring tears in mine...

Since 8th august a lot of events flowed - my trainings in mainframe, yes that was one awesome team-very energetic and smart as well,sharp contrast to my team then-very subdued though very focussed as well, yes that's what i call people who wud remain glued to their monitors, it wud take u some effort to see them smile, i said smile ok not laugh..did they know to spell "laugh"? but then see the word “then”.. my battle to get my team changed and those endless sleepless nights thinking about whr my career was heading towards? but then times changed, decided to see my work the way they wanted me to see, it was not all that black but how a single star in a black sky can't light up the world for long is a matter of great debate, what say, wanna start ;)

And then I decided to work, yes I did work ok..i started liking what I was doing, yes like scripting , just love to explore the functionality and then see ur scripts do it for u, still can remember how “datatype” was added in my application-the first script I wrote for this place..but then some few scripts followed and then the execution series, yes used to love it , found it challenging as well for a while but then a true Gemini I am , need to see things changing which hasn’t been happening always but at times I do think the organization doesn’t work for me , I work for it..so maybe I’ll have to find out avenues to learn and improve and not rely on it to teach me , right? And then my first award , was this better than ur first salary, yes it was inspite of no cash with it..come on everybody got their salary damn it but the award was for a few..u might call me a kid, come on its just a small award , so what ?? hopefully I wudn’t stop with it, so watch out here I come..

“Through years I spend I wanna learn
In knowledge always I wanna earn,
With everyone here I have lot of fun
I want the show to always run”